not for male consumption

"My sexual liberation is not for male consumption"
I've suppressed my fire.Early on I learned it was too much.
My dreams was too big, my passion too intense. Being too loud, being too angry. Too sexy. Too much.

I was thought that a small fire was better. More appropriate. Safer.
This society showed me that my fire was threatening. My sexuality and my body was not for my pleasure. But for others pleasure, desires, consumption. And I didn't like it. So I did what I thought was suitable; hide it. Suppressed my fire.

But no more. Enough now.  I'm letting my fire burn bigger than ever. This is my body. This is my sexuality. It belongs to me. Not too you.

I have anger and rage. I have dreams and goals. I'm here to live fully. To let my fire burn.